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I'm a person that has an active mind and shows an unfeigned interest in the world around me. I'm egoistical and ambitious, almost to the point of megalomania, and will stop at nothing to get what I want. Honestly I enjoy being the centre of attention. If my friend faces a problem or dilemma I will be there to offer help, and when others leave the field of battle the I makes a step forward to solve the problem with dignity. I set the high standard of actions for myself as well as for other people and are surprised when others cannot cope with a task; I'm so carried away by the process that fail to see other people's weaknesses. I can be quick-tempered and obstinate, and sometimes too outspoken, but there is usually good advice in my criticisms or suggestions. I believe my vibrant, positive attitude is irreplaceable to have around and one can always count on me to support my friends unequivocally in times of need =P

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Under the moonlight


Under the moonlight
by A.G.K.H.

Tonight it is full moon
Creatures of the night are coming out
To dance under the moonlight

There is a girl
Black hair
Brown eyes

In her eyes you can see the reflection of the moon
She wears a beautiful white gown

Her hair swings around
As she dances to the song of the moon

Thursday, January 7, 2010

The beauty of a smile

A lot of people have tried to depict the meaning of a smile. Mother Teresa said, " Peace begins with a smile." Some said that a smile is a powerful weapon, you can even break ice with it or a smile is something you can't give away and it always comes back to you. Anyway, if you think about it most smiles are started by another smile, right? A smile costs nothing but gives much. It enriches those who receive without making poorer those who give. It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever. None is so rich or mighty that he cannot get along without it and none is so poor that he cannot be made rich by it. Yet a smile cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is no value to anyone until it is given away. Some people are too tired to give you a smile. Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no more to give. Moreover, it takes a lot of work from the face to let out a smile, but just think what good smiling can bring to the most important muscle of the body... the heart!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

I need more hellos!


Why could not we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together?? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes unless you're going to say hello again. Now I know what I need. I need more hellos!

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Dear God

Dear God,

You know me inside and out, you know me every bone in my body; You know exactly how I was made, bit by bit, how I was sculpted from nothing into something. Please, guide me and answer my prayer...I need your help in finding the purpose of my life.

Friday, January 1, 2010

Friends 4-Life(2010!)

It's 3AM now and exactly before I'm goin to sleep. I just wanna write a short poem and this poem is dedicated to you, my best friends.

Friends 4-Life
by A.G.K.H.

Thanks for being there for me
Through thick and thin
Through good and bad times

Friends for life is what we are
You're someone who understand my past,
Believes in my future,
And accept me the way I am

Well, it's by chance that we met but it's by choice that we became friends.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Pamper Yourself

I do not know why I'm thinking of this now haha. Since none of my best friends are online so I just write it here. It's a funny thing actually but I just realize it now. When I was still wearing a uniform in school, I always tucked my shirt in and had a short hair. When I was still living in Jakarta, I cleaned up my garden, washed my dad's car every single day without fail. My neighbour used to ask me "why u clean ur garden everyday?" and my friends in school used to ask me " why don't u pull down ur pants and tuck ur shirt out?" For my best friends, I'm sure u guys know how clean and neat my house really is.

Honestly, our home affects the way we feel. I give my room my personality while my family give my house their personality. Neatness costs NOTHING! Better to live in one-room apartment that is clean, than in a mansion that's a mess. People sometimes do judging others by the way they dress. Some people believe the way u dress reflect ur personality and I agree with it to a large extent.

I learn a lot from my parents to pamper urself, nourish ur body, keep a clean house and u would feel blessed by life. Everything affects everything else. The way u dress affects the way u feel. The way u walk affects the way u talk. The care u give to urself, u will give it to others.

Monday, December 28, 2009

My Reflection of 2009

2010 is coming so I guess I've to write my reflection, just like what my best friend did a few days ago. I think 2009 is the year that I would not forget in my life since in the beginning of the year I moved to USA. My family and I start a new life in Texas. I think whatever I did in the past like I made a reckless decision about studying in Singapore and tried to learned English over there really affect the present and the future. When I moved to Singapore, I didn't tell my friends, even my best friend because I knew my friends would tell me not to go, plus I scared to say good bye to them haha silly me. I started all over again in Singapore, learning everything I already knew in english. Even until now some part of me still regret my decision to study in Singapore. It's like I was wasting my time. Additionally, I lost contact with mostly all my high school friends because internet in Jakarta was not really good that time. However, I did adapt incredibly fast in USA. For example, I passed all my placement test for college. Even for American people to pass placement test is hard and I just did it so easily. Moreover, I think because of my good grade so far till fall 2009, I got grant so I don't need to pay the school fee for spring semester. I'm glad that finally I could help my parents. My sacrifices like my time, hard work, etc have paid off. My dad always says that the universe seek balance and according to my experience it's true. People lost something and people gain something!