I'm so tired

I'm so tired of everything, I can't sleep, I've no appetite to eat and so on. I feel like standing on the edge of the tallest cliff and about to fall. It's funny how I feel like this but can't say a word about it. Try to scream once and no one cares. So I'm screaming inside where they couldn't hear. I never show any signs of weaknesses. Appear to be strong and actually so afraid of many things. For example, so afraid of my future, so afraid to love you, so afraid to lose you, more afraid to cling to a past.

Fate vs Destiny

1. Fate and destiny both refer to a man’s future and fortune.
2. Fate is seen as divinely planned, whereas destiny has the power to be influenced by man’s actions.
3. Fate comes from the three sisters of Greek mythology who preordain the lives of all men while destiny is seen in more humanistic concepts such as predestination.
4. Fate is often pessimistic or fatalistic about one’s fortune whereas destiny is more upbeat and willing to take and chance for betterment.

Powerless

I don't know whether it's me or everybody experiences the same thing with me. Every time I hear bad news on T.V. or radio. For example, car crash, plane crash, terrorism, etc. I always pray for the victims. Sometimes it makes me feel so stupid, useless, and powerless. Could someone save them? I wish I were superman, I could save a lot of people with my abilities.