Acknowledge Your Problems!

May be one of the reasons I never call my friends for help when I'm facing problems is I acknowledge that they are my problems and not the problem of someone else. I don't want to bother my friends that much since I believe they have their own problems, and as their friends I do not want to add the burden they carry. Moreover, I do not want to keep relying too much on others since that could become a habit, and that is a bad one. Till now, I'm still relying on my parents and someday I won't.

By the way, I love helping others and sometimes that could lead to a bad thing, for instance, end our friendship. I guess good intentions are not enough. I have this friend, called Bobby(not his real name). I used to help him a lot and I think he kept on depending on me. And one day, I was facing my own problems and could not help him like I used too. Then I refused to help him since I need more time to solve my problems. As a result, he got angry with me and end our friendship.

My parents taught me to acknowledge my own problems and never blame others. "Human beings have inborn tendencies that are destructive to themselves, to others, and to society." They said.

Confusion?

One of the best songs from Avril. It's full of emotions and has a great melody. Kinda describe exactly the way I feel right now. Alone in the dark and no light could penetrate this darkness. No one to talk to, nobody could really understand me. I cant handle this confusion. I'm unable come and take me away.

Winter!

"Take some time...stop...look around you and see the beauty of winter season." -A.G.K.H.

When I'm alone, I feel so much better...

Together
by Avril Lavigne

Something just isn't right
I can feel it inside
The truth isn't far behind me
You can't deny

When I turn the lights out
When I close my eyes
Reality overcomes me
I'm living a lie

When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when I'm around you
I don't feel

[Chorus:]
Together
It doesn't feel right at all
Together
Together we've built a wall
Together
Holding hands we'll fall
Hands we'll fall

This has gone on so long
I realize that i need
Something good to rely on
Something for me

When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when I'm around you
I don't feel

[Chorus]

My heart is broken
I'm lying here
My thoughts are choking on you my dear
On you my dear
On you my dear

When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when I'm around you
I don't feel

[Chorus x2]

When I'm around you
When I'm around you
I don't feel together
I don't feel together
When I'm around you
When I'm around you
I don't feel together, no
I don't feel together

Stop and Think

STOP AND THINK!

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
   
   
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
   
   
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
   
   
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
   
   
5. Every night SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
   
   
6. You mean the world to someone.
   
   
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
   
   
8. You are unique and special.
   
   
9. Someone you don't even know exists, loves you.
   
   
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
    
    
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
    
    
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself sooner or
13. later, you will get it.
    
    
14. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget the rude remarks.
    
    
15. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
    
    
16. If you have a great friend, take the time out to let them know that they are great.

First Love

First loves may end, but they never stop being first loves.

How do you define your best friends?

Best friends are the ones who can be the farthest away but there the fastest when you call.

I've gotta get a message to you

Moving away
by A.G.K.H.

I said that I had to go,
And you wished it wasn't so.
I said, "we'd always text message each other"
And you said, "so it would be like old times."
I looked in your eyes as you looked into mine,
With smiles like everything was fine.
Yet we both knew well that this was our last good-bye.

Forever?

"Now I'm looking at the past and wondering why it didn't last." -A.G.K.H.