About Me

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I'm a person that has an active mind and shows an unfeigned interest in the world around me. I'm egoistical and ambitious, almost to the point of megalomania, and will stop at nothing to get what I want. Honestly I enjoy being the centre of attention. If my friend faces a problem or dilemma I will be there to offer help, and when others leave the field of battle the I makes a step forward to solve the problem with dignity. I set the high standard of actions for myself as well as for other people and are surprised when others cannot cope with a task; I'm so carried away by the process that fail to see other people's weaknesses. I can be quick-tempered and obstinate, and sometimes too outspoken, but there is usually good advice in my criticisms or suggestions. I believe my vibrant, positive attitude is irreplaceable to have around and one can always count on me to support my friends unequivocally in times of need =P

Thursday, February 24, 2011

I'm afraid


When I saw you, I was afraid to talk to you.
When I talked to you, I was afraid to like you.
When I liked you, I was afraid to kiss you.
When I kissed you, I was afraid to love you.
And now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

High expectations on me!

My parents have much too high expectations of me. I've always tried to reach their expectations and make them feel proud of me, but always fail. I am more than happy if people have high expectations on me. Normally, in school and community I could reach others' expectations of me, and it makes me feel good. However, with my parents it seems I can't fulfill them or meet their expectations. Their expectations always make things worse most of the time. It makes me feel like I'm useless. I'm a perfectionist but not perfect!