
When you said,"In this world, those who will be successful have already decided. For men, they are those with huge amounts of money. For women, they are those with beauty. The world is all about that, right?"
I notice something, you feel uneasy- the feeling of something missing. Honestly, the current world that you are living in. I don't really understand it well, but there is no such thing as a perfect human. Only God is perfect! Anyway, I have lots of weak points too but if you can find just one point you like, you can still survive, can't you? Believe in yourself more! Just show your true-self and don't hide it.