Acknowledge Your Problems!

May be one of the reasons I never call my friends for help when I'm facing problems is I acknowledge that they are my problems and not the problem of someone else. I don't want to bother my friends that much since I believe they have their own problems, and as their friends I do not want to add the burden they carry. Moreover, I do not want to keep relying too much on others since that could become a habit, and that is a bad one. Till now, I'm still relying on my parents and someday I won't.

By the way, I love helping others and sometimes that could lead to a bad thing, for instance, end our friendship. I guess good intentions are not enough. I have this friend, called Bobby(not his real name). I used to help him a lot and I think he kept on depending on me. And one day, I was facing my own problems and could not help him like I used too. Then I refused to help him since I need more time to solve my problems. As a result, he got angry with me and end our friendship.

My parents taught me to acknowledge my own problems and never blame others. "Human beings have inborn tendencies that are destructive to themselves, to others, and to society." They said.

Confusion?

One of the best songs from Avril. It's full of emotions and has a great melody. Kinda describe exactly the way I feel right now. Alone in the dark and no light could penetrate this darkness. No one to talk to, nobody could really understand me. I cant handle this confusion. I'm unable come and take me away.

Winter!

"Take some time...stop...look around you and see the beauty of winter season." -A.G.K.H.

When I'm alone, I feel so much better...

Together
by Avril Lavigne

Something just isn't right
I can feel it inside
The truth isn't far behind me
You can't deny

When I turn the lights out
When I close my eyes
Reality overcomes me
I'm living a lie

When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when I'm around you
I don't feel

[Chorus:]
Together
It doesn't feel right at all
Together
Together we've built a wall
Together
Holding hands we'll fall
Hands we'll fall

This has gone on so long
I realize that i need
Something good to rely on
Something for me

When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when I'm around you
I don't feel

[Chorus]

My heart is broken
I'm lying here
My thoughts are choking on you my dear
On you my dear
On you my dear

When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when I'm around you
I don't feel

[Chorus x2]

When I'm around you
When I'm around you
I don't feel together
I don't feel together
When I'm around you
When I'm around you
I don't feel together, no
I don't feel together

Stop and Think

STOP AND THINK!

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
   
   
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
   
   
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
   
   
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
   
   
5. Every night SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
   
   
6. You mean the world to someone.
   
   
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
   
   
8. You are unique and special.
   
   
9. Someone you don't even know exists, loves you.
   
   
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
    
    
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
    
    
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself sooner or
13. later, you will get it.
    
    
14. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget the rude remarks.
    
    
15. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
    
    
16. If you have a great friend, take the time out to let them know that they are great.

First Love

First loves may end, but they never stop being first loves.

How do you define your best friends?

Best friends are the ones who can be the farthest away but there the fastest when you call.

I've gotta get a message to you

Moving away
by A.G.K.H.

I said that I had to go,
And you wished it wasn't so.
I said, "we'd always text message each other"
And you said, "so it would be like old times."
I looked in your eyes as you looked into mine,
With smiles like everything was fine.
Yet we both knew well that this was our last good-bye.

Forever?

"Now I'm looking at the past and wondering why it didn't last." -A.G.K.H.

Progress!

" With engineering, I view this year's failure as next year's opportunity to try it again. Failures are not something to be avoided. You want to have them happen as quickly as you can so you can make progress rapidly."
~Gordon Moore

In every relationship...

In every relationship, one person
stands while the other one kneels.

Push me! I don't fall; I fly.

Push me! I don't fall; I fly.

In your darkest hour

In your darkest hour, when you're at your lowest, remember to look for the light. Pay attention to what else is going on around you. Life is awaiting your return. Life is good, if you make it that way. We are all what we think about. Change your dark thoughts to light and a new you will emerge.

MATH2315

"The best study group ever"

HAVE I GOT A STORY FOR YOU?

The Truth

To change someone's life...you have to destroy who they use to be!

Personality!

Thought leads to Action.
Repeated Action leads to Habit.
Habit forms our Character.
Character defines our Personality.

I don't need friends!

I'm getting a little bit annoyed because people always ask me for help. It's difficult for me because I also need time to study, do my assignments, and so on. Honestly, I'm more than happy to be able to help people, my friends and even strangers.However, people always ask me for help, I'm tired for always helping people non-stop. They seem like using me. People in here(USA) are damn weird. They only call me or message me if they need my help or else they don't care about me at all or maybe they don't even think I'm exist. They don't even think I need help at all. They only think about themselves, Selfish bastard!

REO Speedwagon - Can't fight this feeling

I feel it again!

Unlike you, no one here knows me.

Don't just watch the clock!

It's time to move on!

Dwelling on the past
I spend a great deal of time thinking about the past. Honestly, I've a great memory that I love, and I want to experience it again somewhere in the present & future. I'm remembering my past victories and wishing I could replicate them. I really wish things had gone differently. I let myself dwelling on the past and I let it control me. I'm not paying enough attention to what I can do in the present.

Reality time
There was a specific thing that happened in the past that now I can do nothing about. It's time to move on. I've to start take actions in the present to achieve my desire goals. I've to focus on right now to make a better future.

"There's no use crying over split milk"
The past is already over. I cant change it! Don't let yesterday use up today. Use today to make a better future. I've to make a real improvement in my life starting from today!

Am I good or am I bad?

I feel guilt when my initiative does not produce desired results.

Who am I and where am I going?

Have you ever felt used?

Positive Attitude

"I never understand about this life but I learn to be a man with positive attitude, and that's enough to make my day." -A.G.K.H.

Sunflowers

Why sunflowers? I'm not sure. In Texas, fields and fields of them overtake the landscape. The Texas sunflowers are really a type of wildflower. They've always struck me with their beauty.

When I was taking these pictures, a question popped out in my head.
"How can something so beautiful grow from something so ordinary?"

"?"

You always know what to do, the question is: will you do it?

The Key is...

"The key is to get to know people and trust them to be who they are. Instead, we trust people to be who we want them to be- and when they're not, we cry."

What's on my mind right now?

School shouldn't be taken too seriously or too carelessly; life is an endless process of learning, it's inevitable. You'll be whatever you're destined to be no matter what, so the question isn't whether you'll make it or not but how long will it take for you to get there?

King of Anything by Sara Bareilles

Love this song. Thumbs up!

HAPPY B'DAY!

May this year bring with it all the success and fulfillment my heart desires.
May each and every passing year bring me wisdom, peace and cheer
May this day bring to me all things that make me smile
May the years continue to be good to me
I'll always be forever young
So I'm glad I was born :P
HAPPY B'DAY to me!

STOP & THINK!

STOP AND THINK...

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
   
   
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
   
   
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
   
   
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
   
   
5. Every night SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
   
   
6. You mean the world to someone.
   
   
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
   
   
8. You are unique and special.
   
   
9. Someone you don't even know exists, loves you.
   
   
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
    
    
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
    
    
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself sooner or
13. later, you will get it.
    
    
14. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget the rude remarks.
    
    
15. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
    
    
16. If you have a great friend, take the time out to let them know that they are great.

A brother shares childhood memories and grown-up dreams.

Decision making

In life you have to make decisions, some are easy and some are difficult.
These are the ones that decide who you are.

I always hold on to memories because I fear nothing that great will ever happen to me again.

Everyone is going somewhere; even they don't know where that somewhere is.

I miss you a lot!

Look,
the moon is looking at you!

See,
stars are shining for you!

Hear,
birds are singing to you!

Listen,
my heart is saying to you..
“I MISS YOU”

World Cup

Everybody's crazy about World Cup including me! I watch it every single day and I don't regret anything since it's the most unpredictable and the biggest international soccer competition. The reason I picked this picture is these two goals by the Japanese were really amazing. I just wanna remember it.

Be Happy

" What makes you happy?? " My friends always ask me that question over and over. I agree that I always put a smile on my face everyday. They think life's treating me too well. Guess what? they are wrong I'm no different from anyone of you guys. I just chose not to look so stress and be happy. I'm not crazy, I just can see the good side of every situation I am in. Honestly, we all make mistakes and we all pay the price. None of us is perfect. Forgive your imperfections, accept your faults, and laugh.

Be Careful!

Be careful what you pretend to be because you are what you pretend to be.

Where do the stars go during the day?

Daytime
by A.G.K.H.

I can see the daytime moon,
but I can't see the stars.
Where do the stars go during the day?
Well, I believe
The stars are always there.
Although you can't see them during the day,
the starts are always watching over us
from up above the sky.
Even if we get separated one day,
we will always be together
I'll be watching over you all times.

Understanding...

If you really think about it. I believe everything that irritates us about others can lead us to an understanding of ourselves.

Qualities that friends have to offer

I just read some book about friendship so I just wanna share it with you guys

Here are some qualities that friends have to offer:

1. Supportive - they are respectful and offer thoughtful advice and encouragement.

2. Committed - we can count on them to be there even when life is difficult. They stay in touch through the years.

3. Share our interests - they wish to know us and what we care about. Better yet, they share our interests and enjoy them with us.

4. Open - they are willing to explore our past, even back to childhood, and share feelings, hopes and dreams.

5. Trustworthy - we can confide in and count on them.

6. Frank - they will point out where we may be mistaken, tactfully but also honestly. Transcending simple politeness, they gently nudge us to deal with important, difficult issues.

7. Concerned - they care deeply about our well being, thoughtful of the challenges we face, work with us to resolve difficulties.

8. Helpful - they pitch in, offering ideas and helpful resources.

9. Enjoyable company - finding creative things to do, we enjoy breaking bread together.

10. Spiritual - they share our interest in attaining a higher love. If they believe, they may also pray for and with us

11. Concerned about our world - they share a desire for greater meaning and purpose - think about issues facing our communities and society - offer stimulating conversation on important social issues - encourage us to get involved, but respect our choices. They also respect our opinions when we disagree and are open to new ways of understanding.

Light is that which is visible and dark is that which hides

There's no such thing as a human without darkness in his heart.
Everyone's just afraid to admit it. We just turn our eyes away from it
when we want to and pretend like we don't see it.

True friendship isn't about being there when it's convenient; it's about being there when it's not.

Because of work, school and pursuing my current goals, there are so many holes and gaps in my relationship with my friends. Thus, I wanna fill all those holes during this holiday but it's not easy since none of my friends respond it well. I don't blame them though, I blame myself for not being a good friends. However, that's fine since I still have my best friends who would chat all night for me and I'm very grateful for that. Anyway, I don't want to keep yapping about what's been done!

The Gap Between Us

The Gap Between Us
by AG.K.H.

You still don't understand me,
And I know you never will.
I guess no one ever will
Because there's so much going on now,
And I can't sit still.
I don't even know you anymore.
I wish things were the way they were,
The way it used to be.
I guess what I'm trying to say is,
I want that gap between us to feel.

This is how it ends

No such thing as prefect life!

No matter who you are and where you come from, we all basically live the same lives in the terms of the things we go through. We all have great ups and downs, things we never thought we would get through, lose touch with hopes and dreams, have regrets, experience pain and loss and so on. Believe it or not, there is no such thing as prefect life and I just want you to notice this fact.

Betrayal

Betrayal. Everyone has experienced it. We’ve all been guilty of it.
Humans are interesting
because in order to survive they betray one another.
Then I've a question in my head
Is it possible to succeed without any act of betrayal?

Call on me when you need a hand.

Need a hand
by A.G.K.H.

In our life

we experience so many setbacks

we experience so many failures

then...

If there is a load

You have to bear

and you're not strong

since you can't carry it alone

Then look up

I'm right up the road

I'll share your load

If you just call me

The more I see of man, the more I like dogs.

She is your friend, your partner, your defender, your dog. You are her life, her love, her leader. She will be yours, faithful and true, to the last beat of her heart.

How am I doing?

What's that darling? how am I doing? I'm doing all right

Except I can't sleep and I cry all night till dawn

What I'm trying to say is I love you and I miss you

And I'm so sorry that I did you wrong

First Meeting!

First Meeting
by A.G.K.H.

It was Monday, our first day on school
When I met this girl that is so kind and cool.
She’s new in our school so we approach her
with my friends, we introduced
and had lunch with her.

Not like in manga, anime, novel and movies,
there’re no fireworks or shooting stars.
Our meeting is ordinary that we have no clue
that it is the beginning of a love

She’s committed with a boy that time.
I didn’t care, I liked someone else.
Days passed by and closer we became
With three more friends we became a gang.

Then 2008 came, without recognizing it,
our graduation was near and we know that
graduation Day is the climax of a dream.
we’re in fear scared to drop, frightened to fail.

That year we became closer than ever
She was helping me to the best that she can.
From friends to lovers we turn out to be,
Without realizing it we became we

Why Had This Happen by Rikki

Why Had This Happen
by Rikki

I want to say I love you,
because it'd truly true.

I don't want to be a lier,
but I don't have the quality of being a fighter.

Our love for sure is forbidden,
but I can't help it all of our sudden.

I had to leave you even if it hurts,
were under one circumstances and we are both hurt.

I'll miss that for sure,
and the pain will be cured
as the times goes by
We just have to wait,
and don't forget, in love there's nothing late.

Even if I have regrets,
I'll surely miss you don't forget.

My love for you is forever,
And I will never forget you never.

I think its Time

I think its Time

I think its my turn to walk away
I don't know how I can stay
When the words cant come out of my mouth I don't know what to say
This is the only way I can keep my heart at bay

I was never able to tell you the words " I love You"
But this is what I have to choose
There's nothing for you to lose

I promise you'll be fine
You wont blow up like a mine

Your stronger than I am
After all you're a strong girl

You took the one thing I had left
You took it and left me a mess
Your ripped my heart out right from my chest

Missing You

"If you think missing me is hard, you should try missing you."

Uneasy Feeling

When you said,"In this world, those who will be successful have already decided. For men, they are those with huge amounts of money. For women, they are those with beauty. The world is all about that, right?"

I notice something, you feel uneasy- the feeling of something missing. Honestly, the current world that you are living in. I don't really understand it well, but there is no such thing as a perfect human. Only God is perfect! Anyway, I have lots of weak points too but if you can find just one point you like, you can still survive, can't you? Believe in yourself more! Just show your true-self and don't hide it.

Realization

When I was young and free and my imagination had no limits, I dreamed of changing the world. As I grew older and wiser, I discovered the world would not change, so I shortened my sights somewhat and decided to change only my country.

But it, too, seemed immovable.

As I traveled around, in one desperate attempt, I settled for changing only my family and friends, those closest to me, but I failed.

And now as I lie on my bed, I suddenly realize: If I had only changed myself first, then by example I would have changed my family and friends.

From their inspiration and encouragement, I have changed to be a better person and, who knows, I may have even changed the world someday.

Time...time...time....

I've been to many places and I could only conclude one thing, people on this planet always complain about time. Whining about it. They say I don’t have time to waste but the truth is if we are honest with ourselves, we know exactly how we use our own time and waste it. Make sure you use your time wisely since time goes by so fast. People go in and out of your life. I’m sure you don’t want to miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to you

Lost time is never found again. You may delay, but time will not. Time is the cruelest teacher; first she gives the test, and then teaches the lesson. Time tells you that all good things must come to an end, but all bad things can continue forever. However, people say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself. Our time is limited in this world, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. Most important thing is have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

Last weekend I had a lot of things going on, assignments, projects, work, test, etc. That was the first time I felt like 24hours a day were not enough. However, on Sunday night I was lying on my bed, thinking and trying to be honest with myself. Actually, I did not use my time wisely and I realize that time is what we want most, but... what we use worst. Anyway, I learn a lot of things by refection. Ah, one more thing ... you can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future!

Listen to Your Heart

I feel bad when somebody life is being controlled by parents, teachers, friends, fashion and so on. They don't even have a chance to follow their own heart and when the time comes, they realize that the key to failure is to please everyone, they're lost in the crowd. They don't know what to do and don't even know how to listen to their own heart since they used to just blindly follow the crowd. I have some tips that might help:

Follow your heart, but be quiet for a while first. Ask questions, then feel the answer. Learn to trust your heart.

Friends forever

Our story began a long time ago

I was such a bad guy in the past

Naughty, bold and no respect to anyone

I was just saying whatever I wanted to say

without thinking about other people feeling

Like in any other fairy-tales story

Enemies became friends

Friends became enemies

Some people who we call friend

These guys had changed me

They helped me to discover my true self

They show me where my limits are

Happy ending?? NO, not yet!

We still have a long way to go

Our story would never end

It would go forever, never stop!

Even if the earth stop spinning,

We are still be friend!

Two face!

People indeed have two faces.

The ugly one and the good one.

The evil one alone is not all you are.

Which one is more dominant?

Honestly, it does not matter.

What important is to confront the ugly side of you

without closing your eyes.

That is because we are human beings.

Being human means having both of the sides within us.